yo whats up. i am just messed up but the falseities i enjoy putting on keep me popular so i stay friends with the people wjo have few things in common with except an obssesion with my looks, cloths and hair, and yet i love to hang with them and they are my favorite people who just keep me laughing. i am one of the fesw christian pagans out ther who still believs in the word of
Jesus and despite my cruel actions to some others find me extremely affable and kind, which i am to select individuals who's happines gives me joy which is rare so i treat them with the utmost kindness to make both of us happy. however wih others i find it fun to drive themnearly to the point of insanity finding the breking pont and just barely missing it. i love furry art and am always looking for the newest thing, i am cursed with a need for new experience, i get bored of everything after doing it a while no matter how much i loved i before, wich is a reason i am scared of heaven because i dont want to be forced to live forever i would like to go there live out some fanrasies like living in a world of anthropomorphic women and men and get to look however i want and get all the girls i want but still go through the process of dating and maybe other fantasies.